another beautiful princess came into my life!
i love you, baby girl quinn.


thanks for sharing your babies with me, sisters!

need a new hairdo?
just add a cute headband accessory!!
FANCY ME accessories now has a blog! check it out - you will want one of each!

..i'll order some as soon as i have hair to wear them in! :)

scars

at almost six months old, our poor puppy cache had to go through surgery to remove a cyst on his chest. he was so brave and recovered extremely fast! days after his sugery, i had a cyst removed too. ironic! unfortunately my recovery was fast, but a diagnosis of cancer led to chemo treatments and all the joys that come with that medicine.

gratefully, the chemo was a success and blood work came back showing no more cancer! hopefully it stays that way!!

six months later, cache had another cyst - this time on his little face. surgery again for him.

gratefully, it didn't test positive for cancer. lucky dog!

well guess who else needed surgery again? you guessed it - me! i think my dog and i like to suffer together! on a follow-up ultrasound and CT scan, a unknown 'mass' was found on the left side of my pelvic area. this time, luckily, it was NOT the size of a canteloupe as it had been last time. but - since fruit apparently is a good way to measure, this time it was an orange.

great. another cyst? do i still have cancer? am i going to lose my other ovary? what..is...it?
those questions couldn't be answered until it was OUT of my body.
this isn't fair, i initially thought.

no more surgical details are necessary. i'm recovering just fine and THRILLED i'm on spring break this week!

to put the cherry on top of it all - my doc called last night with the pathology report...

drum roll please..

the 'orange' sized mass was not a cyst at all! not cancerous! simply some swollen lymph nodes and extra tissue. not only that - it was in no way connected to my important organs i need to someday be a mommy!

i feel so so blessed. so many prayers, fastings and blessings have been offered on my behalf. i know the Lord knows me and what i need. he lets me learn what i need to learn, and then even lets me witness miracles. it's incredible! i may have lots of physical scars...but my testimony is not scarred at all - just strengthened.

thank you to EVERYONE who prayed for me and did many other things to bless my life these last six month. let's hope this is the beginning of the end of cancer for jaci!

isn't that little head so cute?
the little one.
this girl melts my heart. her perfect face, her adorable chubby legs. i just can't get enough.
and i love that she can share the same hair-do as me!


love you, skye.
i miss you.

house to home

oh, the joys of renting.
only so much you can do to make it feel like home.
here's our attempt..

LIVING ROOM BEFORE...

and AFTER!


KITCHEN BEFORE...

and AFTER!

dear cache:
i love you
but sometimes feel like getting your teeth removed.
please. stop. chewing.
you know that new cool harness i just bought you? ya, the one you just ate. it was expensive.
please stop.
good thing i still love you.
how could i resist when you look at me like this?
love,
me

hair

2 months ago, my hair was just getting to be the length i wanted it. ironic.
well, i saved this little piece.
actually zach told me i should keep a piece before he cut it all off.
i'm glad he did.
i look at it and feel it everyday.
it may sound silly, but i hold it up to my face to remember what it's like. i miss the feeling of my hair falling in my face or my fingers running through it. i miss using a flat iron, putting it up in a pony-tail and everything else i had always done without much thought.

i know it will all come back. but right now, i'll just hold on to this piece to help me remember.
and i don't think i'll every complain about my hair again...